Somatic Body & Breathwork
Outcalls Only
180 Min / $600
 
+$200 an hour for extended sessions. 

*Contraindications - Heart and respiratory conditions 

 These sessions shift the focus from the mind and what your thinking mind may want to surrendering control, letting go, turning inward, and letting your body express what it needs.
 
These sessions are different from and are not considered massage though touch based modalities are involved. The full body is taken into account and depending on what’s appropriate for situation may call for optional pelvic floor work (performed with gloves) or other sensitive areas to address trapped energy where it’s stored. Please understand this is an opportunity to turn inward, this is one way touch, not for the purpose of gratification, but for self exploration and discovery. It won’t work if your focus is on me. 

Anytime in life we encounter a situation in which we can't express freely, escape or fight back in dangerous situations, if you feel trapped situationally, can't express without fear of consequence, whatever it may be, a way I think of it is the nervous system as a highway.

We make sacrifices to live in society and each time we can't act, a car (nerve impulse to do or say what you wanted), goes down the road and because it wasn't allowed to reach it's destination, it stops, finds a place to camp out, and creates a traffic jam. Then the next car comes, and the next. These cars can stay parked forever until the road blocks lift and they’re allowed to reach their destination.

What can that do? It can keep you in a constant state of sympathetic arousal, manifesting as high stress, anxiety, depression, sexual dysfuntion, over eating, self destructive behavior, etc. or a hairpin trigger away. Life becomes more like gridlock traffic, with people honking, cutting you off and keeping you alert and stressed rather than the way you'd feel on a beautiful scenic road, not another car in site, listening to your favorite song, going whatever speed you want. 

There's more to it and I know it's difficult to imagine before hand, I'm trying to explain the concept in an easy way to understand, and I'll also share some video examples below.

Beyond day to day stress, it can be trauma as well. Abuse, loss, neglect, emotional abuse. When you couldn't fight back or run, those impulses to act don't go away even when we sometimes think that was a long time ago and that we've moved on. The body can still effect the mind and keep your system in a dysregulated state which may not be perceived, because over time it became a new normal. 

What these sessions do is create the environment to allow the body to feel safe enough to lift the road blocks and let the cars reach their destination. Eastern traditions call it trapped energy, same idea, it's allowing what's stuck in the body and causing trouble to move through.
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Trauma isn't about the event, it's about how the impulse triggered by the event wasn't allowed to move through you and out, like a lighting strike on a house without a lightning rod vs one with a rod.

This isn't always a one and done, more often it's peeling layers of an onion each time. Some are able to let go more easily than others. Some may only be able to take a baby step into a deep relaxed state or even dip a toe in the water and say nope the first time.
 
We all have our own pace. The protective mechanisms within us had a purpose, they just never got the message they can stand down, so they can remain on guard causing problems and resist you going into a deeply relaxed state. This happens because safety and deep relaxation allows through what their job was to keep contained. So sometimes sitting with the nervous system is like sitting in the room with a traumatized animal. I can't walk over to it, I can't force it to feel safe and loved, I have to sit in the room, show it there's no danger, and over time it will inch closer and closer, coming to me on it's own time to sniff, but maybe not allow touch right away. Over more time it eventually flops on it's back and demands belly rubs haha.
 
People are the same and it's not only a matter of letting your thinking mind wanting to be in the session and to receive touch, it's about letting deeper layers know it’s safe to let go. That why letting go is a team effort.
 
Allow your mind to take a back seat to the body and allow what comes to come without trying to suppress, want, or control an outcome.

This can look like twitching, shaking, crying, convulsing, yelling. Sometimes it's subtle, sometimes it can get extremely intense as if acting out fighting with enormous involuntary movements. 
 
It's all okay and natural. I don't judge and want you to know absolutely anything that comes is okay, it has to surface so you can move forward. 

My role is with the body and that means I can only be be half of what is sometimes needed. I am happy to listen and love hearing what it brought up for you and how you felt, but please understand I don't practice psychology. If there's something that surfaces that you want help navigating and integrating, that part will have to be done through a mental health professional.
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Last thought is about mindset.
 
In healing work or in spiritual pursuits, people can approach it from the mindset they’re broken, not enough, or maybe they strive for enlightenment to escape the matrix. My view is we already are all we ever need to be and life is a fascinating adventure in all it’s highs and lows. 
 
If you don’t believe in anything… Mufasa once said “Remember who you are.” Haha. But each religion has its own saying about God recognizing God or us seeing the divine within. 
 
Either way, you were never born broken, and you’re not broken today even if you can’t remember your own wholeness. 
 
It’s not about becoming something else, chasing light or escaping darkness. It’s about embracing all the ache & awe that surfaces with open arms when we let go. That’s how we rediscover what was never lost.

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​If you reach out, please be respectful. I will reply after the following is sent. 

1) Share a clear face photo. All are welcome, this has more to do with signaling openness, honesty, and genuine intent.

2) Let me know which area you're in.

3) Dates/times that would work for you. My working hours are 2pm-Midnight. 

4) No inappropriate questions or propositions.

5) No hard drug use 

6) Let me know what intentions you'd like to set for the session. 

I keep my phone on silent and don’t check my phone everyday, please understand I may not respond right away. 

 (786) 570-4141